Thanks so much for the message. Unfortunately, we (my family) understands your situation. My first wife died five years ago this May. My children were 2.5 and 6 years old when it happened. We have moved…but some days not ON like I wish. There is always a hole, strong faith or not, and I have a pretty fair amount. I think about her nearly every morning when I wake up and multiple times per day…but did re-marry a wonderful woman that knows these things and somehow loves me and my children anyway. I have a soft spot for those that have lost…and I get many, many heartfelt messages on the topic. I am honored you would take the time to read my writings. You have made my night. I really appreciate you reaching out and would be happy to answer any questions you have going forward. - Dad